Mo4 - I remember getting to that part of Hannah's baby book too and it gave me pause.... but Amelia, Nicholas and Sophie went in. I can't remember exactly what I wrote... hang on... just snuck into Hannah's room to grab it .... hope I didn't wake her..... here's what it says....

I have 1 brother and 2 sisters [and then I added in my own writing] who died before I was born. Their names and ages are [then I just put each child's name and their dob]. Thinking about it I am going to add something about them always being loved and remembered and with us.

I suppose, in a way it's easier for me, as I could just have a blanket statement about Hannah's older siblings, but you've got a mix of earthside and an angel bubs.

I have already started to tell Hannah about her brother and sisters .... not so much because she understands, but because I want those conversations to be an every day conversation, so I decided to start as soon as possible.

I was just saying to Ferrals the other day that I really miss those days in the TTC thread when we all used to hang out and help each other through. Even though I am glad that most of us now have gotten our BFP's and our little bubbas, we were such a great bunch and it's harder to catch up now, was easy when we were all in the one spot. Did you know Murraycod is 37 weeks! Not long to go now. Ferrals is due end of March, but is hoping for caesear earlier. I try to remember to PM the girls - Crafty. Hmm reminds me, must send a hello to Mathew's mum.

Beata - OMG - look at Cam now - 10 months and he's not a lil bubba anymore! Where does the time go? I remember when you said you wanted to TTC again not too long after Cam was born and I did think, "why so soon?". I tell you I have the bug. I really want to be pregnant again (yes even though it will be hard and it will be another high risk preg esp with PE and HELLP but the Dr says nothing to stop me medically). Are you still in China? Man it's hot here at the mo, it's ok if sitting still but as soon as I move, I am drenched in sweat. I am hoping Hannah sleeps through the hottest part of the day.