B - I agree - this is the best place out. I still remember when I was pregnant and you had every faith in me, and I couldn't muster it. I always appreciated your positivity and now I find myself in the same boat.... trying to do the same for others now. MO4 - seems B did the same for you too. My cycle hasn't come back yet, so I think it will be away whilst I am BF'ing... I said I would do 6 months exclusive ( whilst I didn't quite get to do the exclusive, I do mostly BF) but I do want to get to the 6 months. When did you introduce solids ( haha) for Cam? The ladies in the parenting after late loss forum are great, but I still don't feel comfortable there yet.

Uhm - we just had a thunder clap/lightening strike close by and man it scared me, made me jump like no one's business. Woke up Hannah too who started to cry. Poor dear. The weird thing is lately I seemed to be frightened by the noise of close by lightening strikes or thunder claps... I don't remember being that way before...it' so illogical but it is what it is.