Maz, what a beautiful post and what a lucky little man he is to have a Mum like you. Don't put the mummy guilts on yourself, you got help and now you are building such a wonderful positive relationship with your little man which will help him so much going forward. Keep on sharing and enjoying your closeness with him as he goes through the next stage in his life.
maz, he is the most beautiful looking boy. Dont beat yourself up about it too much hun. I know for the last couple of years os DS' life I have given him hell at times, and I will never stop feling guilt for that, and I have spoken to him about me being nasty and apologised, thats all we can do. It sounds like N is growing up to be a lovely person
Maz...I don't know you very well but you and many other BB girls truely inspire me. Being a mum is very hard work...and I probably still have no real idea of how hard it is going to get. Don't be too hard on yourself. You are an inspiration!!!!!
P.s. Christmas cards look fantastic......another reason you are great...and an inspiration....your own business...WOW...I can only dream!!!
Maz he reminds me of DD1 in personality,when she was a little kid she was almost like my caregiver IYKWIM? SHe held me when i cried when my XH walked out, she comforted me when i should have been there for her. She was 2 1/2 but she always worried about me. Sometimes I feel like I really screwed up her life but do you know what? She is 18 now and whilst she does have her moments she is a wonderful person who I am so proud of, she has survived a lot and is going to be an aweosme nurse in a few years because she has compassion and love and she has learnt so much about life and i know your little man will be just as awesome when he is an adult.
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