Everyone else I know whose kids have had birthdays recently has been saying things like they grow too fast, where has the time gone, you know how it goes. But me? My daughter just turned 2 and I couldn't wait for it to get here. She's been such a terrible sleeper with 3 to 4 hour battles and half a dozen wake ups every single night of her life that I'm wondering if all the struggles has made me enjoy her less? I can't help hoping that sooner or later surely she'll have to grow out of it eventually.... I don't know, I love being her mummy, even with all the battles, but I'm not sad that she's not still a baby at all, what's wrong with me?