Hello, sorry to feel that you are feeling this way. Have you expressed this deep desire to your DH? Maybe he doesn't realise how much you want the third child. If you haven't already maybe you should sit down with your DH and talk openly about it putting everything on the table. That way you won't have any regrets about trying to get him to change his mind. If his answer is still no at least you know you gave it a try. I would think that in time like any grief it would fade away. I have heard many women gush about how lovely it is to have big children no longer in nappies etc etc and in time your two beautiful kids may entertain you and you would forget about your desire to have a third. I think for most women regardless of how many kids they want or have, it is sad knowing you won't cuddle a baby of your own again or see a little person walk for the first time. I am pretty sure I want to kids, yet know I'll still be sad knowing this phase of my life will be over in time. Have you come from a large family or small family and perhaps this or some other belief you have making you want a family of three kids? Just trying to help. Love Jan xox