Oh sweetheart, you are not a horrible mother. We all have moments like that. I remember a couple if time when I've felt so horrible like you describe and I've ended up sleeping with one of them just so I can cuddle them to try and make up for my grumpy moods.
One night if you being frustrated is not going to effect him I promise. He knows you love him. Hugs
Xxxx


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