GRRRRR!

Alll I want is for ONE WAKE-UP to not involve me. ONE. Not even one night. I've resigned already to the fact that I'll have to wake up a few times a night to Jazz. but is it TOO MUCH TO ASK for Shel to do ONE FRIGGEN WAKE-UP ONCE A WEEK? Not every night. Not even on nights when she works the next day. Just on ONE NIGHT A WEEK all I ask is that she get up ONCE and rock Jazz back to sleep.

She did last night, and after 5 minutes (not even...) she put her back down and left her to cry, and got back into bed.

So I got up, and snapped at her "oh, I forgot, she's my daughter at night, not our daughter".

I meant this as a sarcastic comment on the fact that she gets out of night duty, and has since day one. I can count on my hands the amount of times she's gotten up. But Shel got up, slammed doors, yelled and carried on... at 3am So it became all about her. I think she was just feeling guilty about how TRUE that statement actually is.

Of course, after the commotion, Jazz didn't get back to sleep. So I've been up since 3am.

So yes, apparently it IS too much to ask that ONE WAKE-UP does not involve me.

It's not too much for her to expect that during the week NO wake-ups involve her. Actually, she gets ****ty if she so much as HEARS Jazz wake-up.

But of course, I can't even have a SLEEP-IN. Anything past 6am is a sleep-in these days. Despite giving her one every Sunday, I do NOT get one on Mondays.