Hugs hun. Do you have a local health service where there might be a psychologist or social worker you could go and talk to? When I did 123 Magic (the course) it was run at our local community health centre by a social worker who you can also go and see for one on one visits. She really knew her stuff and I won't hesitate to go and see her in the future if we need it. I'm in NSW so I'm not sure how other states work with community health centres. You could try your GP to find out what services are out there?

Hang in there...