I know, strange question in some ways. I just found out at my 20 week ultrasound this morning that I am having a boy . I never even considered the possibility that it would be a boy. To be brutally honest I would not have tried to get pregnant if I knew beforehand it would be a boy. I so wanted a second girl and know that I am now grieving for what will not be.

So in an effort to get a different perspective and not feel resentful to the thing that is inside me right now (I know not a healthy attitute) please tell me...

what you love about your little boy(s)?

how do they get on with an older sister if they have one?

And just so no-one gets too worried about my attitude I am seeing a psychiatrist at the hospital already for issues to do with my last baby being premature so I will have a professional to talk to about my feelings about this.