Yeah, thanks ladies. I figured as much.

I had aspirations of baby wearing and DS2 happily attached to the boob while I'm out and about, but the reality is a bit different...it's been too hot for baby wearing and I've ended up with a very sore back every time I've worn him (and that was with a super comfy stretchy and a Bub under 4kg!). And feeding on the run isn't anywhere near as carefree and comfy as I thought it would be...I've ended up with wet patches nearly every time or feeding in a car park in almost 40 degree heat. So I try to at least be somewhere I can sit down. DS2 feeds better when I'm comfy too.

I'm trying to make all my appointments in the morning and get home by lunch so we can hopefully get in at least one decent nap.

I'd love to be able to go with the flow a bit more, but being an anxious control freak, it's hard! I tend to catastrophise, so a short nap or poor feed might throw me for the rest of the day. Working on it...