Tyler's Mummy - bring on the contractions! For some reason I am not getting the emails from BB. Yep - RB stitched in about 3 weeks ago now - 28th Dec.

KAM - Oh sweetie, I can't believe that this pregnancy for you coincides with Isabel's and for me it coincides with Amelia's. It seems February is going to be really hard for us both. I have the same Obs that I've had since my first m/c, and in fact I think his care of me is even more sensitive this time around. He's asking a lot more questions about how I am travelling emotionally, but he knows that this pregnancy coinicides with Amelia's. But I have found that other people are more relaxed, I suppose they think as you've said one living baby ( so the inference is either, this baby isn't as important either way, or you've done it once so you can do it again? I don't know which one it is. In my dark moments I think people don't really care about this baby, but then they don't have to. DH and I do and that's all that counts). If you feel you're getting marginalised, then be strong and make a fuss. I actually am more relaxed in some ways - I know I can do it, but at the same time I am more scared, as I know now exactly what will be lost if little Raspberry Bear doesn't make it.

Do you have moments where you actually believe the pregnancy is lost and it's just a matter of time before you see the evidence? I am not a histrionic person and I am usually pretty positive, but I would say I have days like that every couple of days. It's not I think it, it's that I am convinced of it. Ahh, it's not an easy path we're on. if I could I reckon I'd be up at the Obs rooms every day seeking reassurance.

Hugs sweetie fr a hard time.