Hey all,
just popping in to say hello, having a hard time at the moment but I am reading and following how you are all doing, xoxox
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Hey all,
just popping in to say hello, having a hard time at the moment but I am reading and following how you are all doing, xoxox
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hi all, i'm popping in to to say sorry for being MIA since my last meltdown, but its been a bit crazy on the homefront. hi to all the newbies, i'm so sorry and devastated to read of your losses, but just getting to this point and conceiving again is one huge step, you'll be making your angels so proud.
i'll try and do some catch up personals in the next few days but just wanted to say
ellie, congrats on the arrival of your dd, you did it hon, both your little princesses are here, big hugs to you, i hope we all take some positivity from your successful journey
wow laney, look at your ticker fly, 14 weeks already wow you go girl,
laney, thinking of you as you reach your milestone, you are doing so well, one foot in front of the other, your getting closer to bringing that baby home.
jlk here for you if you need me, you have my number if you want to chat.
charlieb, great news on your scan and seeing little ones heartbeat, grow stronger little one.
kam, i feel your fears, nothing can tell us its going to be ok, but just do what you can to get yourself through, my mantra in my first subs pg was to not focus on the end or what can go wrong, but to do something each day to get me to the good outcome. i am just coming up to the week i lost my first and i am going to do something every day to look after myself and get this boy here, i have a massage booked and a few other things to keep me busy.
starbright, welcome back, i've missed you, can you send your mum down to my place in a few weeks, she might come in handy lol
afm, its official we have sold our house, settling on this bubs due date (oh ohhhhhhh) and purchased a new place which is in the country on 10 acres. just hoping my ob goes with his plan of induction at 38 weeks, but wont know til 37 weeks when he's booking me in for. the new place doesn't settle til end of july so we have to crash with my parents for five weeks but thats ok, hoping mum wont mind hleping me out with the hopeful new arrival. i've calmed down a little since my last meltdown, just focusing on my next growth scan next thursday and hoping this boy has grown a bit more, people have been commenting that i've grown in the last few weeks but i can't see it, but i really hope this boy has. i've had two ctg's since i last posted and they were great, thank goodness we'll have one each week for the next few weeks. i've finally finished work and am taking this week to catch up and rest up before i tackle packing the house up for a move. anyway sorry for my babbling i'll try but just wanted to pop in and say hello and bellyrubs to all
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Hi all - sorry just a really quick one for me today. Unexpected guests and a dinner party tonight I have to go get glammed up for. Ha!
My milestone yesterday ( and today) is "the furtherest ever into a pregnancy I have ever been" but I liked the pregnancy personal best (PB) too. The good days are good and they are precious because, we all know from hard experience we don't know what's around the corner, which to me makes each day evern more precious and worth celebrating.
Anyway, hopefully tomorrow I can actually get some time in to catch up. I don't like these only "me posts".
Belly rubs.
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dory, what a big milestone! I hope that reaching 22+ weeks gives you a big boost of confidence. Have fun getting glammed up!
klee, thank you for your kind words. I know that you must be getting a bit nervous too as you reach the week mark that you lost little Phoebe.I feel like I am doing okay most days. Maybe even a little bit better than i did with Grayson at this time. I still find myself having more and more of "those" moments when I can't stop the tears. Shelby's angel day is a couple of days away then Grayson B-day and shortly after is Parker's angel day. All this right around the time that we will find out how this bub is growing!
I am keeping my fingers crossed that your little guy has grown nice and big for thursday!
10 acres sounds so nice! Just think of how much fun your two boys are going to have running around in the country.
jlk, you are getting really close now hun! I wish that I could tell you that the crazy lady will leave you before bub arrives. She was with me for the long haul. My high risk OB always told me that if I can get to 32 weeks with an average or above average sized bub then I will have a healthy baby in my arms.
Teagz, thanks for checking in! It is hard to believe that Jackson is 4 months already. How is everything going?
charlieB, congrats on a great first scan! One bridge at a time!
Kam, great to read that your scan went well. Measuring big is good news! I wish that there was something that I could say to help ease your fears but they really don't go away until bub is in your arms.
Starbright, it is nice to have you back! It sounds like you are having fun getting everything organized for baby. Have fun buying stuff for the house! I love garage sales! Too bad Grayson hates getting in and out of the car 100 times and getting up early.
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Hi girls
Just popping in...reading but not much time for posting...following and thinking and praying for you all and your precious little ones. I've had a bit of a melt down the last few days...realisation of the 13 year journey we have travelled...and is now the ttc chapter is closed...and as my dear friend put it...I know have a princess in each hand...awwwwww that makes me cry just typing it...stay strong my friends...miracles do happen...Exxx
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hi guys!~
sorry i disappeared.. i was trying hard to deal with everyhting and staying away from the net seemed to help slightly.
after 22 days of bleeding i have had 3 days with no blood!! i am so releived to go to the loo and not see blood!!!
i have my 12 week scan next thursday kinda looking forward to it but stressing about it too..
Sorry i havent got time to catch up... i hope everyone is doing well!!
Bobbie XOXO
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KAM – it was so good to go back and re read that your scan went well. Hope it gives you some reassurance.
Teagz – awesome to hear from you. It's so good to see Jackson's little ticker moving forwards. Amazing to think he's 4 months old.
Starbright – you had so much to oragnise! I am so glad you have moved and are settling in. It sounds like you have your ante-natal care all sorted too. Just take care.
M04 – wow – that is such good news. I can imagine how relieved you are... I hope that your scan helps give you some more reassurance.
JLK – good to hear from you – sorry you are doing it tough. Looking forward to when you feel strong enough to post more often.
Ellie – oh sweetie – how can you not be struck by the momentousness ( is that a word?) of the birth of your darling Teyha, but whilst remembering the long hard road to have a princess for each hand. I love that little saying too. Thank you for your words of inspiration, I find they help.
Klee – congrats on your “tree change”. Impossible timing though. I am sure your mum will only be too happy to help. I hope that your scan next Thursday goes well. Have everything crossed for you. I know its hard approaching those milestones....and remembering our angels. Do you have anything planned or will you just quietly mark the day? I hope that was the last of the meltdowns for you..... keeping you in my thoughts.
Cmgelles – you've gone a bit quiet – are you ok?
Charli – oh sweetie. The BFP is the start of a a journey that is far more harrowing than the TCC journey. But the one thing that is different, is that right at this moment, you have your miracle baby growing stronger and being nutured inside you. That is truly the most amazing blessing. That's the thought to hold on to, if you can. For me at least that thought made those early days more manageable, although the fear is palpable and paralysing. But we all have to find our way through. Certainly in a pregnancy after loss, we take nothing for granted. But just as much as we are scared that history will repeat, we should also hold onto to hope that this baby will be delivered safely into our arms and be taken home to be parented. You will be anxious leading up to your scans and the milestones. Hoping the scan brings you some much deserved reassurance. I have every faith in you and your bubs.
Laney – gosh you have a lot of significant dates approaching. Do you have a plan for trying to get through them? Sending you my love.
AFM – not too much going on. Went to a funeral today. A person involved with the sporting association I have been involved in. The whole experience was weird – reminded me of the funerals of each of my angels, which then made me feel a bit guilty for thinking about myself. Then baby was moving vigorously – a first for me when I sitting up, but that was ironic. Being so happy for the movements of the life I nuture inside whilst also remembering the person who the service was for. There were some beautiful singing, which is always uplifting. I was exhausted physically from the service, and was happy to get home to my bed. Have a good weekend. Take care. Belly rubs.
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I was starting to worry about your disapearance!
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