hi all, i'm popping in to to say sorry for being MIA since my last meltdown, but its been a bit crazy on the homefront. hi to all the newbies, i'm so sorry and devastated to read of your losses, but just getting to this point and conceiving again is one huge step, you'll be making your angels so proud.

i'll try and do some catch up personals in the next few days but just wanted to say
ellie, congrats on the arrival of your dd, you did it hon, both your little princesses are here, big hugs to you, i hope we all take some positivity from your successful journey
wow laney, look at your ticker fly, 14 weeks already wow you go girl,
laney, thinking of you as you reach your milestone, you are doing so well, one foot in front of the other, your getting closer to bringing that baby home.
jlk here for you if you need me, you have my number if you want to chat.
charlieb, great news on your scan and seeing little ones heartbeat, grow stronger little one.
kam, i feel your fears, nothing can tell us its going to be ok, but just do what you can to get yourself through, my mantra in my first subs pg was to not focus on the end or what can go wrong, but to do something each day to get me to the good outcome. i am just coming up to the week i lost my first and i am going to do something every day to look after myself and get this boy here, i have a massage booked and a few other things to keep me busy.
starbright, welcome back, i've missed you , can you send your mum down to my place in a few weeks, she might come in handy lol

afm, its official we have sold our house, settling on this bubs due date (oh ohhhhhhh) and purchased a new place which is in the country on 10 acres. just hoping my ob goes with his plan of induction at 38 weeks, but wont know til 37 weeks when he's booking me in for. the new place doesn't settle til end of july so we have to crash with my parents for five weeks but thats ok, hoping mum wont mind hleping me out with the hopeful new arrival. i've calmed down a little since my last meltdown, just focusing on my next growth scan next thursday and hoping this boy has grown a bit more, people have been commenting that i've grown in the last few weeks but i can't see it, but i really hope this boy has. i've had two ctg's since i last posted and they were great, thank goodness we'll have one each week for the next few weeks. i've finally finished work and am taking this week to catch up and rest up before i tackle packing the house up for a move. anyway sorry for my babbling i'll try but just wanted to pop in and say hello and bellyrubs to all