Hi all, it's been so long since I popped in that I dare not do personals until I've done some catching up.

I'm 33 weeks now. I found out last week that I have low amniotic fluid but I'm not leaking and I'm trying not to get anxious about it. When the ultrasonographer said she'd have to get someone else to have a look it was the worst de ja vu moment, taking me right back to when our son was found to have no heartbeat. Then I had to get the swab for amniotic fluid done in the birth suite and it was really hard - I wasn't ready to go back to where I'd birthed Luca and I wasn't expecting it so I hadn't prepared myself at all.

But no cholestasis yet, which is what caused Luca to die last year when I was 35 weeks pregnant. I got it at 29 weeks with him so I'm doing better this time. I'm pretty concerned about how I'll go with the 35 week milestone coming up.

So it's still an anxious time. I'm looking forward to having our baby girl out. I'm trying to do hopeful things like buying some baby things, getting the nursery ready, packing a hospital bag.

I'll try to catch up with how everyone's going asap.

xx Bec.