Thanks for the welcome guys and dory .. you still got it ROFL always know what to say to make someone feel at ease!

I am doing ok today bit tired but not freaking out as much... the only thing that is bugging me is that every other time i have been pregnant i automaticaly say we are having a baby and i assume that we are going to be bringing a baby home in 9 months... i havent been ale to say that this time... like we are not having a baby yet, im just pregnant... i know it sounds stupid but i figure someone must understand what i am trying to say... i hope ROFL

Anyway i am sure yous are all going to get sick of me soon!

oh one more thing... did you tell people you were pregnant straight away? a massive part of me wants to wait till after my 20 week scan ROFL i know that with my belly it probably wont work but i am just so scared of telling people...