Hi everyone. Sorry to go missing in action. I didn't get an email saying there were any posts and thought everyone was just quiet. But when I went looking there were heaps. Including baby news!

Congratulations Beata and Berry!! I'm so happy for both of you.

Klee, I would feel mixed feelings if we left this house. Even though Luca never came home alive, we had his funeral here, he spent his pregnancy here, and I grieved him here. This home was also a place of joy after Eliana's birth. But you will take Phoebe with you, no doubt about that. They are always on our minds and in our hearts.

Dory, great to hear everything went well. Hope it helps you relax a bit. LOL I just read the reason for you editing your post as Addiction, not Addition. I was thinking isn't that funny, wonder what she means. I think I need more sleep!

Laney, that sounds promising. Hope you get some more good news soon, and no more so so news. Light headedness is commonly caused by low blood pressure (low in iron maybe?). Hope it just passes.

Starbright, you sound very organised! I don't seem to do nesting. I do stuff but only because I have to. No extra energy or motivation happening.

Mummy of 4, I have my fingers crossed for you. It's so hard waiting at first to see if everything's ok.


AFM, I've been feeling a bit more positive the last few days. Before that I had a couple of days when I was sure our baby had died every time I didn't feel her - that's most of the time, as she is a quiet one. It was just awful. So glad I'm less panicky now - I was worried it would get worse and worse.

I'm hopefully getting induced on Good Friday, so less than a week to go. I think that worrying about whether bubs will be engaged enough is stopping me from worrying about whether she will be alive. Something else to focus on iykwim? Anyway, she can't come soon enough for me. Wish she'd come earlier spontaneously.

We've been clearing out the nursery. We never finished getting it ready for Luca and then when he died it became the junk room (which it never was before I was pregnant with him) so it's been a big job. I wasn't really ready to do it any earlier. I guess I've been able to do some things once I got further and further into this pregnancy without getting the cholestasis. Anyway, it feels good preparing a place for our baby.

I have an ob appointment on Wednesday so we'll find out if Friday is a goer then. I have a spare fetal monitoring slip so I think I'll go in on monday too if I can find someone to look after Eliana. It would make me feel so much better.

xx Bec.