well everyone whos read about me ive been poas.. like crazy,, stressing and worrying for days,,,, dp hasnt wanted this so its a bit hard .. he didnt want anymore kids so its a huge shock for us and its a touchy thing as he thinks we will have to sell...long story...
he would prefer me 2 have a termination but i cant so he we go again... im really starting to look forward to it although he doesnt know this....

i go to the doctors 2morow for a check up and i hope 2 get some blood test done to check my levels out ...
bit scarey hasnt fully sunk in ,,, but im sure it will,,,,
just neede to share it here as i know its one place i can... so shhhhhh i have a huge secret
thanks all
savina
xx