i cant beleive were having baby no.5

**savina** · January 6th, 2009, 03:05 PM

well everyone whos read about me ive been poas.. like crazy,, stressing and worrying for days,,,, dp hasnt wanted this so its a bit hard .. he didnt want anymore kids so its a huge shock for us and its a touchy thing as he thinks we will have to sell...long story...
he would prefer me 2 have a termination but i cant so he we go again... im really starting to look forward to it although he doesnt know this....

i go to the doctors 2morow for a check up and i hope 2 get some blood test done to check my levels out ...
bit scarey hasnt fully sunk in ,,, but im sure it will,,,,

just neede to share it here as i know its one place i can... so shhhhhh i have a huge secret
thanks all
savina
xx

**AmandaJ** · January 6th, 2009, 03:47 PM

Congrats on number five, it's a really nice number, I hope you have a wonderful pg.

hugs xoxo

**Joeve** · January 6th, 2009, 05:03 PM

Congrats on your news, your secret is safe here with us!!!

**nickers** · January 6th, 2009, 08:19 PM

congratulations! i hope dh comes around, im sure he will

**[M]umma[M]ia** · January 6th, 2009, 08:23 PM

congrats!

**aussienic** · January 7th, 2009, 05:31 AM

Congrats!! I am sure dh will come around..

**savina** · January 7th, 2009, 12:44 PM

thankyou everyone, i really hope that dp comes to a happy place with me through this pg sometime .. i know not straight away. i give him the time but do i do look forward to when we start talkin about the baby and the pg and all the things that get u excited when your ecpecting ...
atm im 2 scared 2 show excitment in case he says something like u planned this...or we cant afford this..

it gotta happen his being 2 quiet about it..
thankyou everyone again.
i goin 2 the docs soon and lookin 4ward in chatting about it oh the joys