Thats why I am glad I resisted getting a scan done earlier than 12 weeks. I can tell you it was hard and I assure you I picked up the phone a couple of times to book one in. But something inside me was just saying be patient and all will be fine. When the 12 week scan came I was feeling positive even though I didn't feel much different and then I saw the baby being active with a strong heart beat and I was instantly relieved! The early scans sometimes cause more worry than anything else. The baby is still so small and growing so its hard to use them as a security blanket. I feel I am in that same boat again though with another month till the next scan and although I am certainly not worried like I was in the first trimester I am looking forward to seeing bubs is healthy again!

Close your eyes and pray for God to give you strength cause we all must remember (especially me) this is his show and we can't take it from him.