Hi Everyone,
After 2 years of waiting (not TTC) and nearly 9 months of TTC I finally got my on Thursday.
Now I have been SO scared of losing my baby, how can I stop myself from having these negative thoughts?
Because I lost my first child at 28 weeks, I have my first scan next Friday but I cannot wait that long-Im going crazy.
Everytime I go to the toilet Im expecting to see blood.
My stomach has been cramping the last few days and then today it stopped (although I was pretty constipated and this morning I opened my bowels twice-sorry if TMI) and I am VERY hormonal, moods changing, crying at nearly everything so I am assuming that this is a good sign my HCG (theyre the ones yea?) are fairly high and everything should be fine.
But I have been urinating so much since early last week and today I have only gone twice or three times.

I am just so scared, the thought of losing my baby just makes me want to cry. I dont know what to do, I've been drinking so much water and milk and eating so much fruit just trying to make everything better.
I stopped smoking as soon as I got my and just wonder if it was enough? Could I have damaged my baby before I found out?

I know you guys arent miracle workers but if someone knows how to put my mind at ease I would greatly appreciate it.
Thank you all so much for reading and sticky vibes for all!