Calluna - I wanted to send you a huge hug, reading your posts has taken me right back to February last year for me. I had positive pregnancy test, went for bt, had cramps the next day when going to doc to get results. Result was positive hcg but low, i then started to bleed and cramp and was sent to emergency. Blood tests cams back hcg was dropping so my body was dispelling it on its own. If I wasn't on top of HPT I would never have known I was pregnant and would have just thought that it was my period late.

I wanted to share this with you because it doesn't matter how far through it is still a loss and you still have to grieve it. I am sorry for your loss, be kind to yourself and allow yourself to process it however you need to to get through, it is such a devastating thing.

Hug hug hug xo