Bleeding Again...

[HotI]

Sara, So sorry your baby couldn't stay.

Kate

[Ella]

Thinking of you beautiful Sara. I'm so sorry for your beautiful little Bean. There are no words that can make it better but I will give you a huge silent hug when I finally meet you. Sometimes I think a hug is worth a thousand words.

[mrsmac]

Oh Sara I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to help with the pain you are feeling. Are you at home with B and the girls?

[Inanna]

I am so very sorry Sara to hear that your baby has flown away. I hope you have strong and supportive arms to hold you as you grieve your baby. Sending you my loving support.

Fly freely Little Bean

[Catastrophic]

So sorry to hear of your loss Sara

[~*Kat*~]

Oh Sara I am so sorry for ur loss

[Alan]

Hugs to you hun

[~mamaspice~]

So sorry Sara

[~Kim~]

My sweet girl I am so sorry.

[Ilithyia]

Thank you all so much for you kind words and support. I really do appreciate it.

At this stage I am just waiting for things to happen. I've chosen to try for a Medical Management but it doesn't look like its going to happen in a rush.

My body, and probably me emotionally doesnt seem to want to let go just yet. I have started to pass a few clots but only when I visit the toilet and wipe.

I'm still in quite a bit of shock. I can't understand how my body can hold a baby who died 5 weeks ago. Seems such a long time to be going on without even knowing what had truely happened. I think thats what hurts the most. At the same time I feel silly for mourning a baby that was so small. I also feel so silly for making all these plans and telling everyone. So much of me was invested in this only to have it taken away silently.

[Olive]

so sorry hun

[Kazbah]

So sorry to hear of your Bean's passing Sara Take the time to grieve, it is something I cannot fathom either.

[ebsta]

dont want to scare you hunni but i woke up bleeding two months ago with first preg went straiight to GP an he sent me hospital an i ended up losing it around 5 weeks an wished i had went earlier as they found out i was o neg blood type an my body thought it was an infection an i lost bubba when all i needed was to get there ealier an get an anti D shot so id suggest go straight to hospital an have it checked even tho it may be nothing to worry about but with all that said the best thing to do is not stress hard i know good luck with it all keep us posted xx

[Ilithyia]

Hi all!

Just thought I would update...

I've just got hom from hospital again. I went in on Monday to have bloods done and have a repeat u/s. U/s showed that baby and sac were still there so I was booked in for a d&c yesterday afternoon. It all went well apparently.

So now I feel like I can let go. I feel like my baby has finally flown away. I didn't feel like this when I came home last time.

I've still be thinking about whether to try again but I think I leaning towards waiting now. I am looking into getting the Mirena put back in but I really don't want too tbh. But I know if I don't have anything in place I will be too tempted to try again. So right now I am just trying to work out what I really want to do.

I'd like to thank you all for all the love and suppor that you guys have given me over the last week. Without your support and "shoulder" I think I might have gone crazy!

Thank you!

So where to now.....

[MrsBexie]

OMG Sara I am soo sorry for your loss!
I don't even know what to say except sending lots of love and hugs to you!