Don't know if this is relevant. Couldn't find much evidence either way.
Cervix has been low and firm last few days.
Since this morning higher and softer. Does this happen before AF?

AF still hasn't been..

Thanks for the feedback. I need this chatter to keep me from going crazy while I wait.

to LIVVY
thanks for your long post.
I especially like the part where u said I sound grounded and clever etc. I think I am pretty well every bit that too. I think I am ready for a child for sure, father or no father.
I just bought my first house

also my close friend tried co existing in a house with her ex too. He kicked her out on the weekend. her and their baby boy now have no home. what a jerk.

anyways.
will keep you all posted.