Could I really be pregnant?

[brydz]

Still waiting on good old AF. I don't feel like its about to turn up either.

I still feel gassy and slightly bloaty and queasy. Maybe I have a stomach bug..

or maybe I just need to wait it out a few more days and test again.

[brydz]

Still no sign of AF. Last night the way I was feeling I was almost certain it was on its way.

Sunday is my retest day if I make it to then I've decided..

[livvy]

well maybe if you still get a BFN on sunday and there in no arrival of AF on monday morning it might be an idea to go see your GP as they can do a way more sensitive test, or even do an exam to work out what's going on. just for your own piece of mind hun, as all the waiting and wondering can't be doing your nerves much good, and i'd be craving a nice glass of sav by now (in fact i do from time to time lol!) and a movie with a girlfriend or something. cos a BFP is always just that, but a BFN is sometimes false and is really a BFP.. just to make life fun lol.

how are you holding up though hun? i hope you're going okay in yourself and not getting too down..

[brydz]

I'm good thanks livvy.
I decided Sunday was my retest day because I'm working today and tomorrow so that will keep my mind off it a while.

I know my last MP was early in Sept, and wouldn't have been any later than the 7th or 8th.. so going on the fact that I've had some 35ish day cycles lately I could still be going to get it.

who knows. the only thing stressing me at the moment really is the bank taking so fricking long to finalise my home loan..
the real estate rang me, first thing this morning to tell me my contract runs out today unless they agree to extend the finance period. oh joy.

[livvy]

oh hun. that's not cool at all. i'm sure it will be fine though.. you'll see!

well i hope that work does keep you busy and nothing cuts too close to home. and on sunday try and have a bit of a restful day with a nice chiclit or something to just switch brain off lol! am thinking of getting the new marian keyes (is on special til sunday for $23) and putting it somewhere to be my present to myself for after exams.

i do hope that everything happens as planned with the finance, that can really be nasty.. and not good for you! stupid banks.

and keep us all up to date on how you are. because you're important too. took me a long time to realise that lol. love love!

[brydz]

well I'm not pregnant this time.
wish these damn cramps would bugger off, I have to work.

[livvy]

so AF turned up after all? oh petal. well, maybe there will be a moment very soon that the soul you so wish to join you will arrive and be there to stay. who knows maybe it's father will make himself known to you too. or even maybe it might be worth having a conversation with your friend, the guy who was that potential one this time around. maybe he might be interested in doing his bit on purpose this time. you never know, and the worst that can happen is he can say no.

i hope you're doing okay honey. my thoughts are with you