Leah - I agree. You have the perfect excuse to finish up work! He doesn't need to know you'll start up work elsewhere.. all he needs to know is you're leaving, and you're having a baby. He can draw his own conclusions

I hope you feel better about it soon. I know in my first few months, decisions were the worst thing for me. I couldn't decide anything... including what to eat.

Good luck with the hairdressing from home too!