Thanks Jess for your reassurance, I certainly hope that's what it is. I remember having them with my first born, but they were different to this. I'm hoping it's worse because of the scarring from the surgeries, not because anything is wrong.

I had a really bad night last night, dreamed someone was kicking me in the pelvic region, and woke up in a huge amount of pain. I was going to give myself 15 mins before I called an ambulance, but it settled down in about 10 mins. I thought for sure that that was it. I've had a few spots of blood today, and the normal ongoing pain.

I saw the doctor at lunchtime who ordered an urgent scan, the soonest I can get it done is Wednesday. I also have to go in for a bloodtest that day, which will make it 9 days since the last one and should give a good indication of what the HCGs are like, waiting that long the doctor said will show a good rise if there is one.

He has told me to be open minded about this because I am being so positive, I can't imagine anythign happening now despite the odds and I dont' *feel* like anything will happen. He told me to prepare myself for an ectopic, he had a feel around and said he was concerned because of where the sore spots are, and he thinks my kidney on that side is inflammed also.

But I just don't feel like it's bad, this is meant to be, or I wouldn't have been able to get pregnant just like that with so much against me.