freaking out!

[tellytubby]

Help me please!

I can not sleep at night at all, last night i was crying on DH shoulder.
Nothing to do with the actual pregnancy...
all to do with the actualy labour.

I am freaking out... i do not want to go through that pain again!

With DD i had gas and pethedine (sp?) but it was too late by the time i wanted the epidural. It didn't bother me last time, i was very naive and didn't really think much about the labour - so no worries at all.
this time i know what happens... a baby comes out of my vagina!!! LOL!

Oh god... anyone else having these minor panic attacks?