lestypuss- i wish i could just think that way im so close to them it makes it hard , it would be easier if i wasnt.and was more distant actually would be better if we didnt live so close.

oscaroscar-thanks for your advice sorry you found it hard to understand

thankyou all i took all of your advice, i really appreciated it all very wise .

i tolde her im pregnant and she said if i dont wanna be in the wedding thas it was ok and she would leave it up to me, i said i do but i just want u to know so you dont waste any money on a dress that may cost alot and then dont fit.
shes not bothered , she said i will still be the smallest out of everyone anyway wow wat a complanent although trust me im not skinny