I just found out yesterday that i am indeed pregnant, we were not trying and i assume one drunken night we didn't use protection...

2 weeks ago i lfet my partner because he cheated on me, and now i am pregnant... i have not told him or anyone as i am thinking a tonn of things right now...

He already has a Daughter to his ex griflriend who he has always claimed got pregnant on purpose to trap him into a relationship and wanted nothing but an abortion, he does love his daughter now but it was not an easy time for all involved getting to the birth... im 110% certain he is going to do the same to me, i did not trap him and this was the last thing on my mind.

I am also scared how my parents would react, i am 24 living at home and clearly not with my boyfriend... i don't think this will go down too well and im so affraid of getting kicked outta home etc;

part of me wants to have this child a veyr big part, but i know i will be pressured by my ex to have the pregnancy terminated..

Also during this time and now i feel so guilty, had i known i was pregnant i'd have done none of this, but ive been drinking excessively and smoked some pot and had an ecstasy pill...i have sort of been running wild since my break up as ive been hurting a lot... can this affect my child dramatically?? i know ill have to see my gp and get an ultrasound etc;

im so affraid and confused and need someone to talk to

\any help would be appreciated, especially from a males point of veiw.