Nixxy, big hugs to you hun.

I think that you should start by telling your mum. She might surprise you with her reaction. You are going to need her support whatever you do and I hope that she is there for you. If not, is there anyone else you can confide in?

I also recommend getting some counselling to help you through the decision making process. Hopefully your GP will be able to refer you somewhere. Also, go and see your GP asap, I think you need the reassurance from a medical professional. Most times drugs etc that you take in the early days don't have an affect, it mostly depends how far along you were - but a doctor should be able to give you better information and I'm sure put your mind at rest.

I wish you all the very best.