Thank you for all your feedback, my body just answered my question ? it was my AF arriving very very slowly which is odd but she is in full flow now since yesterday...so that would make it a 22 cycle this time, which is shorter than usual i guess it's better the no AF at all since i have been on the pill for over 10 years ? will have to give my body some time...

ubba82 thanks for the tip in regards to writing things off my chest ... i think that is a good idea ... as we have not told a sole that we are TTC...to avoid the questioning ...

Thanks again hoping to get my BFP soon - trying to looking at the bright side ? i get to try faster and more often with a short cycle, always look for the positive in everything ? even if its hard at times

Gecko