my turn I felt symptoms at 4 weeks ( made me do a poas I felt so pregnant), then for the next 2 weeks NOTHING, I was petrified like you, ms started at around 6 weeks i think but only every second day or so and gone by 9 weeks. I know exactly how you feel, I just wanted to go into a coma for the first 12 weeks. Its so hard, it gets better but I still have moments when I feel like a pregnancy 'fraud'.