Thank you so much ladies, you are all so wonderful Im still not sure how DP feels, but i don't think i can go through terminating this pregnancy. Im so scared as i don't want to lose him but i don't want the possibilty of hating him if i terminated. But im also afraid that if i say i want to keep it i will lose him. I definately have to sit down and tell him how i feel, as hard as it is going to be, but i love him and i love that little baby thats growing inside me.

I got my blood results today from last thursday, HCG- 280, which means im still early in this pregnancy, probably due in mid-july. And all the rest came back normal, blood type is O negative, so i have to have one of them shots when im in labour. So im glad all that is good, he said if i decided in continuing the pregnancy to see him again at 12 weeks, which will be just before christmas. I haven't booked a scan as i would have my first in 11 weeks even though i think im less than 8 weeks, if DP decides to calm down i might get one done. Thank you so much for your support, it is very appreciated, will keep you updated