Thanks again, I'm very hopeful now (instead of all doom and gloom!)

scan was a bit of a non event, dont currently have the $$ for a private scan, but a friend of mine has access to a portable one where she works (nurse) she sneaked me in for one, but we couldnt see much with it, Gestational sac is measuring right but we could only see a smudge, no HB was visible, no baby was visible...
She wants me to go back next week, hopefully we'll be able to see a bit better, she thinks I have a tilted uterus, making it a bit harder to get a clear view..she printed me off a few pics, I'v ebeen comparing them to google images, (eh, I know...) part of me is thinking she just didnt want to upset me, but she really was trying to get a good view, but every time we'd get close and see the smudge it was as if it would just move away.
who knows...