Honey, first a big hug for all your upsets and sorrows - it must be awful. Second, congratulations on your pregnancy; I really hope this one is a sticky one.

Have you seen the pregnancy after miscarriage and loss forum? Not that I want to get rid of you, only they'd probably be able to know more of what you're going through than most other girls here.

Hope you're feeling a bit less worried soon, are you going for early scans to check that the baby is growing and doing OK? One friend of mine had a strong miscarriage risk for her daughter and had 4 scans by 8w; would you be able to have the same?

Best of luck to you!