Jules, I have to admit I was happy about my 2nd pg. But TBH I really didn't enjoy it much - I was too tired and sick, it's definitely harder being pg with a toddler - so I definitely had moments where I wondered what I was thinking having another. But then he arrived and now I have a beautiful baby boy (well, not so much of a baby now) and I wouldn't change a thing. It will work out for you sweetie, just give yourself time.