Well we went for our CVS today, only it didn't go ahead. I have no idea what is going on but supposedly - using their words, "everything about this pregnancy is small, the baby has severe inutero growth restriction, the placenta is small, and thin, and with the bleeding it is too risky to do procedure" So we have opted for an amnio in 3 weeks, only using their words again "at least waiting 3 weeks allows nature a bit more time to take it's course" WTF!!!

I left almost in tears, my baby was jumping around, kicking feet and waving hands. I have no idea what date they used but talk about having a hard time explaining it to them. By my LMP I would be 14w2d, unfortunately I had long cycles and an early scan dated me at 9w3d. On Friday (2 weeks after scan) I was dated 11w3d. Today what should be 12w, (they couldn't get an accurate CRL due to positioning) the BPD measured 12weeks exactly.

Am I just going mad here or is my baby growing properly??? Surely if my placenta was buggered (although not buggered on friday at last scan) and bubs had IUGR it would not be growing to date? I really think they were taking it from the LMP date, not my actual conception date.

So here we sit, still not knowing what the hell is going on, bleeding had actually stopped for over 36hours, however due to walking to train station etc it has started again.

I have made an appointment with ob for tomorrow morning, I am not waiting 3 weeks to find out if I am losing this baby, I want answers now.

Clare