Arghh I'm glad (not for you sorry!!) that someone knows how I feel...

The problem is, the receptionist was really UNhelpful. the earliest I could get in to see my doctor is Wed lunchtime, and my scan is Thurs morning. I guess I can always postpone the scan on Wed if he thinks it's best.

I told the receptionist that I have a scan booked for Thurs, and she said "oh yes, he knows that, he doesn't mind if you come in before or after". But I know I will go to pieces if they don't see a heartbeat! arghhhh.

Maybe I'll ask him to do more blood on Wed, and check that the rates are at least rising properly?? Or maybe that isn't wise, in case they aren't and I freak out more... Sigh.