I think I can write beanie baby off even though I am still like mad that all will be ok at tomorrow's scan I think this pregnancy may in fact be over.
I started bleeding this morning and losing clots, which - given my history - is pretty much a sign that its soon to be all over red rover.

I am going to email my Dr this morning and ask him if he thinks I should still go in for tomorrows ultrasound but I hate those dildo cams when your bleeding. Its so humiliating anyway let alone bleeding all over the table (slight exaggeration).

Anyway, I am starting to prepare myself for the bad news which in a way I know is coming.

Will keep you all posted on how things develope.

Cheers
Nae x