I think I can write beanie baby off even though I am still like mad that all will be ok at tomorrow's scan I think this pregnancy may in fact be over.
I started bleeding this morning and losing clots, which - given my history - is pretty much a sign that its soon to be all over red rover.
I am going to email my Dr this morning and ask him if he thinks I should still go in for tomorrows ultrasound but I hate those dildo cams when your bleeding. Its so humiliating anyway let alone bleeding all over the table (slight exaggeration).
Anyway, I am starting to prepare myself for the bad news which in a way I know is coming.
I'm still thinking of you and sending positive vibes, but you know your body, and I understand that sometimes you just need to think rationally and prepare yourself. Still praying for a sticky bub for you. I really thought this would be it for you. Look after yourself!!
Oh s**t, Nae I am so sorry. I just wish there was something I could do to make everything ok and for you to have a little one in your arms. I would call the dr and see what he says mate.
I am going to be offline for a few days, so you take good care of you my friend and I will be thinking of you. xx
Oh Nae lots of positive thoughts coming your way, I am praying that everything is ok.
I agree that it is horrible having an internal ultrasound, but it may just give you a little hope or closure, either way you will know what is happening.
Nae - still for you too. At least if this one doesnt stick you are going to be getting the tests done and you will probably find out what the problem is and then be able to move forward from there. You will get there! Thinking of you today and tomorrow.
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I think I can write beanie baby off even though I am still
like mad that all will be ok at tomorrow's scan I think this pregnancy may in fact be over.
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I'm still thinking of you and sending positive vibes, but you know your body, and I understand that sometimes you just need to think rationally and prepare yourself. Still praying for a sticky bub for you. I really thought this would be it for you. Look after yourself!!
I am so sorry.
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