Chody47- Im trying not to use tampons but it makes me want to cry when i see all the blood! I did ask the Dr yesterday if it was ok too and she said that it is, there is a risk of infection but it is very small. I havent had one in for the last couple hours but i cant deal with it, Ill leave it out for bed tonight but i will go back to wearing them tomoro i think, waaay better for my sanity!

Thankyou to M&D2b and Sahbear! xx

Vic- well yeah now that I have looked up a hcg chart i dont think im that far along either according to my levels, maybe 4 something weeks at the most. The chart also says that from woman to woman the levels vary a lot so i guess the nurse was just giving me an estimate... the variance is huge on the charts for lowest to highest hcg levels for how many weeks u are... Thanks for letting me know ur numbers and for the congratulations!

Kit- Yep I definitely need hard evidence that everything is ok before i can stop stressing and relax! I really thought the next time i fell pregnant after DD things wld be different and it wldnt be such a stress.. why oh why do i have to be bleeding?!?!! I could be so happy right now! U had pain with DSs twin didnt you?? I have had none whatsoever. And i have been bleeding for 10 days, so i dont think it wld be a twin miscarrying... i guess I wont really know until i can get in for a scan though! :/ And yep getting more blood tests done tomoro to check levels. Freaking out!!!! x

Thankyou Jellybean and Saffy (and a big congratulations to u Saffy!!!! x


Murraycod- I know its been confirmed that Im pregnant but i still dont feel it at all!!! Maybe its just my mind protecting itself from the hurt if i do m/c. I know nothing will make it easier though if i do, so I shld just accept it. Its just so hard, as u know! It wld have been so scary for u in those first few weeks not knowing if ur body cld do it by itself. I wld have been an absolute mess!!!

Catastrophic, thankyou for the reassurance! God i hope i dont bleed all the way thru! I wld be an absolute nutcase by the time baby is born!!

Forshelby- Thankyou so much!! And yes ur prediction once again has come true! So many ppl have been saying they have had a good feeling about me falling pregnant soon, I havent believed any of them though! haha. I just hope it is true and its a successful pregnancy. I wld love to prove everyone right! Thankyou for being there, i will text u when i know more. I was at the park today and my battery was about to die otherwise i wldnt have made u wait so long to hear the latest! x


I am definitey thinking now i am only 3.5 weeks pregnant, the most I could be is 11-12 dpo since i only saw dh for the first time in 2 weeks on the 29th November. I guess i could be further along, but that wld be a worry because my levels arent high enough I dont think. I just think I fell pregnant when I was in darwin visiting him, my hormones are out of whack because im still breastfeeding so im bleeding but that I am very lucky that i have a very sticky bub which is giving me higher then normal hcg levels for how early i am! I am still pretty confused that the pregnancy test was so strong at 9dpo... but who knows!!
I need to stop trying to work things out in my head because I really have no idea... obviously!! Bring on thursday and getting my results. In the meantime will this bleeding PLEASE STOP!!!! do u think drinking heaps of water might slow it down or wont make any difference...?

Thanks again everybody xx