What you posted is how I feel alot of the time. I come on here and get such inspiration from the women on here. What some members have been/are going through amaze me. I think I was always a little oblivious to what really happens to so many women/families.
I also almost turned away from BB after reading a few posts after I joined and thinking that it is just to scary to think of all the things that have happened to some people. Thankfully I did not.

Congratulations on your princess.