Thankyou everyone for your ongoing support.

I am feeling a little nervous about my actual procedure tomorrow, and I will have no-one in the actual room to hold my hand , but I do feel comfortable with the specialist so I am sure everything will be fine.

I have just (literally, spent the last 2 hours) organising a late notice BBQ on Sunday for my parents 30th wedding anniversary so that should keep my mind off of things for at least a couple of days, I just need to keep busy until the results are in, once I know for sure what it is I am positive I will be able to relax a little.

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