Monday morning I have my 12 week NT scan, I am 12 weeks today.
This is the scan that showed all three of my girls had complications, this is when the roller coaster ride begins! If history repeats I will know as soon as I see my little one on the screen, my girls had nuchal measurements of 8mm, 10mm and 6-7mm - very clear to see (for me anyway).
So positive / healthy vibes would be lovely.
I dislike the word miracle as I believe it is so over used but if you believe a miracle would be nice
Through all my pregnancies I have gone into this scan with a positive mind set thinking that everything would be okay, there has been no reason given to us for our daughters conditions, we are just 'lucky'. But this time I am going in pretty much thinking there is something wrong with my baby.... I wonder what, will it be another chromosome abnormality, the same as DD1 or different or will it be another heart kid or maybe something different again. I am not worried about the outcome really, but I am concerned about the journey and the impact on my girls. I know we can do it no matter what, we have before but it is draining on everyone involved.
Praying for a miracle for my girls sake none of them need to go through this pain again and for my baby, no baby should be taken from them Mum at birth and placed in a lonely box not to mention such horrible surgery... I really hope things can be different this time.
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