I have four babies that are here with me and I have had four pregnancies, possibly five.

I say possibly five because after 14 months of TTC, I finally got a BFP only to have AF arrive two days later. The test was positive immediately, I did another one the next day and the line was barely there. By the day AF came, there was no line. I guess I don't count it because I don't really know if I was or not. It was devastating at the time because we had been trying for so long and it was just another crushing blow.

I am so thankful that I can hold four of my babies in my arms. My thoughts are with all the beautiful mums on here that have to hold some of their babies in their hearts