oh I'm so sorry you feel this way, it's so awful when you feel like your moods are out of your control. Hopefully those pesky hormones will settle soon and you'll start to feel like yourself again. In the meantime, I have some wonderful hypnotracks that my massage guy gave me- pm me and I'll be happy to send you a disk with them on it. They really helped me visualise when I was pregnant and calm myself down before I snapped...well....most of the time