Oh wow this has been quite overwhealming, I have been back at work today and it was difficult, especially as everyone wanted to know why I was away, but what shocked me more was the Project Directors PA, came over and said "Oh I was so worried I thought it was the baby" I was lucky that she wasn't looking at my face as I sure it would have shown pure shock as I thought, how could she know... then I clicked, she thought that DD was ill again..... not the baby in my belly.....

I have only two days left in my secondment, then I am back to doing just one job, and a 20min drive to work instead of 1 hour including Daycare pick up or drop off. Unfortunately the person taking over has very little experience in the areas that are needed to do most of the job, I may be recalled in the future to work again... but we will wait and see.

I am catching up with my Boss tomorrow, but I'm am not ready to share any news yet, want to get a few more weeks along yet, but he was lovely called me up today to see how I was going and said if I can't be there, or need to go home, just go and he will "sort them out" His wife had a MC so I know he would understand, but I will feel much better waiting it out.

So I know that by the end of the week my job will be a lot more relaxed, I will work from home more and take extra time out as needed.

Wow you girls already know that flicker is a boy I don't think I will need to bother doing a poll down the track.

Thankyou all so so much for all your support and for making me smile today, your messages have warmed my heart, and the support that comes from the online community is just amazing,, you really have no idea how you have helped me and so many other women going through similar experiences... I am hoping that I can get to thank you all personally it is just taking me some time