I need your support and prayer for the next few days

[Rowellen]

Beema, I only just saw this thread and wanted to add some more for you. I'm glad that your last appt went well and that you have a supportive ob. Keep up those positive thoughts. My thoughts are with you.

[Blondie]

Fantastic news Beema!!!

[*Beema*]

Oh wow this has been quite overwhealming, I have been back at work today and it was difficult, especially as everyone wanted to know why I was away, but what shocked me more was the Project Directors PA, came over and said "Oh I was so worried I thought it was the baby" I was lucky that she wasn't looking at my face as I sure it would have shown pure shock as I thought, how could she know... then I clicked, she thought that DD was ill again..... not the baby in my belly.....

I have only two days left in my secondment, then I am back to doing just one job, and a 20min drive to work instead of 1 hour including Daycare pick up or drop off. Unfortunately the person taking over has very little experience in the areas that are needed to do most of the job, I may be recalled in the future to work again... but we will wait and see.

I am catching up with my Boss tomorrow, but I'm am not ready to share any news yet, want to get a few more weeks along yet, but he was lovely called me up today to see how I was going and said if I can't be there, or need to go home, just go and he will "sort them out" His wife had a MC so I know he would understand, but I will feel much better waiting it out.

So I know that by the end of the week my job will be a lot more relaxed, I will work from home more and take extra time out as needed.

Wow you girls already know that flicker is a boy I don't think I will need to bother doing a poll down the track.

Thankyou all so so much for all your support and for making me smile today, your messages have warmed my heart, and the support that comes from the online community is just amazing,, you really have no idea how you have helped me and so many other women going through similar experiences... I am hoping that I can get to thank you all personally it is just taking me some time

[MantaRay]

Beema, I am so sorry hun that I've not been around much and I totally missed this. I am so happy for you that all is well.

[Jennifer13]

Glad to hear that things will be calmer on the job front soon. Hope you put your feet up a bit more.

[dreamingbeauty]

Oh Beemer, I'm so glad everything is working out fine. And hope work understands and supports you.

xoxo

[Nettie]

I'm sure work will get easier...

Well done you for going and getting on with it. That must have been hard!

[*Beema*]

Thankyou girls

I'm sure work will get easier...

Well done you for going and getting on with it. That must have been hard!

They have asked me to stay on for a couple more weeks in the secondment, so I have only committed to two days a week, as I have other clients I need to do work for, including the one I am doing the secondment for, but at the Client rather than employee, and doing an hour drive each way gets a bit tooo much when I want to be taking it a bit more easy.

I have booked in the 12 week scan on the 15th April, for the 12 week stuff, plus an additional Cervial length, that will determine if we do a suture, or we keep scanning and just monitor it.

Another scan with my OB in a week and a half.

But I have been completely bleed free for 3 days, I am hoping that the rest is absorbing into my body , I spoke with my Boss yesterday but haven't said what has happened, but he is wonderfully supportive, and I cried of course, and he doesn't push to know what, which is lovely, but once we get through the next few weeks I can deal with the last week a lot better.

Thankyou for your lovely support

[beckoes]

Big hugs to you darling! xx

[*Beema*]

I knew it was coming, I could feel it last night, you all know that feeling.... , I had some discharge which was mucus plug, the green snotty stuff (sorry for the TMI!!!) last night, so I realised things were happening again. This afternoon while working at the Expo (great timing ) I started bleeding again, but I am keeping positive as why it was heavy, it wasn't bright red, it was old blood, but plenty of it

In some ways I am glad that it is finally coming out, as I have known that it has too, I haven't had any cramps, or niggles so I am not stressing about it, will probably just call OB's office tomorrow to let them know or SMS my OB, so that she is aware.

I think I will also end up getting a test kit (had one for DD but she arrived before I got the chance to use it) which I "collect" the snotty mucus to confirm it is the plug.

I have been able to deal with it pretty well, and the gush has slowed now, so while it sucks completely, I knew it was inevitable (was pretty hopeful thinking that, so much would get absorbed)....

I think I will be able to relax a bit when this bleeding finally ends and I know that Flicker is safe....

[Eenee]

Beema, I hope little flicker is still alright.

Take care and try and rest as much as you can.

Good to see you are keeping postive. I'll be that flicker is ok!

[nickle730]

I'm so sorry you have to go through all this stress Beema. I hope Flicker is just fine and the rest of your pregnancy is smoother sailing than the last few weeks.

[Jennifer13]

that Flicker is still holding tight.

[thepixie]

babe, hope you can get in to see your ob and confirm flicker is fine and it's just what you were expecting...

[Arimeh]

[mako]

Sending you more Beema and that little Flicker is holding on nice and tight hun.

[Nettie]

That's sucky timing - at the expo!

Hope it's all ok and I'm so pleased to hear the acceptance in your words. I feel sure Flicker will be fine...

All the best with the upcoming days

[Epacris]

Lots, lots, lots more love and support from me.