Mysti,

Are you seeing a doctor or hospital for your antenatal care? Please do so if you aren't, and if you are, please mention to them how you are feeling. Hospitals these days are set up with perinatal counselling and if necessary they can get you into see a pschyarist. Feelings of guilt and anxiety are felt by many pregnant women (me included) and sometimes they can be overwhelming. No one will judge you, you need to talk to your doctor, OB or midwife about the binge and about your state of mind before and since then. No, you can't turn back time and what's done is done, but hun, you aren't the only one that has done this or feels this way. There is help out there, there is even medication you can take to help you if need be, but never feel guilty about your feelings, about not liking or wanting to be pregnant.

Please go and speak to someone in your care team and they can immediately organize some help for you. I can promise you that you can and will feel better when you are getting some support.

If you head over to the anxiety and depression forum here on BB, you can read that many of us pregnant ladies have had similar problems with our feelings in pregnancy, particularly the depression, guilt and anxiety.

I also want to send you some big hugs, you must be really needing them right now :hugs: