Thank you to all of you who had kind supportive things to say, it helped me immensely. I am now speaking to a counsellor about my thoughts,feelings etc and even after only one visit, i am starting to feel a little better. It was extremely hard for me to come out and be honest about myself and my actions, but i'm glad i did it. You have all reassured me that i am not a bad mother, and that i am worthy of help. I am so grateful to be apart of such a warm loving community such as BB.

If they were to run tests to see if my baby is ok, what would they be?? I am yet to speak to my midwife about the binge but was just curious to see if any of you had any idea?