Going to the Dr's today after the kids christmas concert. Going to get some progesterone cream to help give bubs the best chance. The best thing about it is, if bubs is ok it will help her (yes I'm pretty sure about this), but if my body is abborting it won't stop it.

I thought I was going crazy last week because my mind kept telling me, you're still pregnant. I thought it was wishful thinking, but when I was waiting to see Dr yesterday I had this feeling that he was going to tell me my HCG was up. I again thought this was just stupid. I just have this overwhelming feeling that this is actually going to be ok. I just know she's going to be ok.

She will really deserve her name too if this ends up being a normal pregnancy. Eva = Life.

Here's keeping the fingers crossed and can't wait to start smearing that cream.